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I Am Willing To Change Myself
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Posted On :
Nov-17-2010
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Article Word Count :
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In the reality, everyone will go through something and that makes you change. It is a good point that we can change as we can be more mature and intelligent. The world is cruel but it tells us a lot. It makes us stronger and will never run away when meet big problems. It seems to experience a cool winter, my heart is so cold.
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I formerly suppose I are supposed to be pleased in the party, but in fact I am notpleased. Possibly others are completely disappointed about me.
Perhaps, I should accept everything around me. I am still as before when I run into some dejected things, I will blow off. I am useless. He is erroneous but I am wrong before him.
After that issues, I sense I did something improper. The result is uncertain. Others will see me in a strange way. I can not join in them anymore. I am not clever and I really do not comprehend how to handle my mood.
The life will not always goes well and I all the time lose my temper. I grasp I should not have done something when I was furious. It is my personality that I never ponder the result before take action. I am not skillful at saving the situation and always yearn for to avoid them. I truly desire to change myself better.
My father is correct. I am not supposed to like my mother. But I was with my mother as I was a baby. Who else am I supposed to be alike? I find out my future from my mother. I genuinely do not like to be the one I find out. I desire to change myself.
I desire to change myself.
I ponder I waste away the past twenty years. I wish I can change myself after the 21st birthday. I desire I would grow to be an intelligent woman.
Only this setting forces me contemplate so much. I never have moment to contemplate my future in the past. Now my family is in a bad condition and this force to me have no choice to think about how I exist in the next time. I will continuously ask what I want to do.
I do not make out what I could do in this society. I am not delightful, bad stature , no high learning and even without high IQ.
I am out of this world. I am just about abandoned by my family. My father has high expectation on me, but I always let hime down. I truly fancy to hear his praise on me, but it disappeared several years ago. Now what I could see is his serious look without any beam. His serious critical words are always around me. So does my mother. I have to spend every day in the criticizing and I hide in my room. I really can't stand myself why I am so foolish.
My 22 birthday will come soon. I do not realize how to spend the day. Nonetheless, I will work hard and make my parents live a better life.
Fate, I want to challenge you. I plan to change the fate and myself.
I am on the way.
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Article Source :
http://www.articleseen.com/Article_I Am Willing To Change Myself_42091.aspx
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Category :
Writing and Speaking
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Article Writing
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